Invisible Visible being

I feel bad for the Lady :/

There's this game show here and they have different challenge for today. The challenge is a group challenge. The hosts chose two leaders for the challenge and they chose the ones who were on the bottom two. Now they let the other contestants choose which leader they want. This lady only has 2 members while the other lady has 8. I can see the lady who has few members feel really down and isolated. She felt so hated and I can almost see her cry.

So I'll share my thoughts:

I know how the lady felt. I once has been on her shoes. I also felt the same way when I was younger. I know how being out of place and being intentionally ignored feels. When I was younger, I've been treated like that by people. Even now a days, I sometimes go through the same situation. It's like the society hates me the moment they laid eyes on me. I feel like all people disliked me. Right then and there, I wanted to disappear. I want to be invisible and just watch the people pass by. Watch them laugh. Watch them have a life. Without them even seeing and noticing me. It must really feel better when you're actually invisible. In that way, you know people can't really see you. You won't think they're ignoring you because they only exist in your world but you know that you never existed in theirs.  While when you're completely visible but then people treats you like you don't exist, that hurts a lot more.

I never really said these words out loud. Not to anyone. But right now, I feel like I have to post it here. Maybe, in a way, I can help people who felt the same way. Maybe I can, somehow, make them feel that they're not alone. That they're not the only person who's going through the same situation. That they're not the only invisible visible being.